Dinner Party in Which I Bury My Hands
The motivational poster at the gym reads: ONE DAY
THE SUN WILL GO DARK BUT NOT TODAY.
Which makes me think Vogue got it right,
swapping cologne samples for scents of places
people wouldn’t miss until they were really gone.
My list begins: dry cleaners, rosemary, burning leaves.
My father returning from chopping down the pear tree
which had made a tumor of the sky. Tomatoes. Then dry
erase markers. Leave out cigarettes because they remind me
of the dachshund I rushed from the backseat to the vet
who was already thirteen minutes dead. The receptionist was kind
given it wasn’t our dog, given that night the news anchor
described the sunset like a television tossed from a speeding car.
I agreed but what I really wanted was for someone to tell me
that my heart is a twin bed full of coats at a dinner party
I didn’t even know I was hosting. Or maybe I did.
I’ll ask all my guests what they think of my new candle:
Does it capture Vacation from Your Mind?
We’ll laugh as the sun goes down. I’ll tell them
what the vet told me: On your left, down the hall.
There. Go ahead and wash your hands.
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Tyler Kline is a high school English teacher living in Pennsylvania. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in Best New Poets, Nashville Review, The Journal, and Passages North.