Girl(s) With the Nervous System of a Prey Animal
“A teenage girl is just another sort of game bird.”
-Sarah Barber
For those who are as soft (and still
frozen) as a porcelain bunny or doll, ribboned up
with lace, desecration, lip gloss and rage. You were born to be
gentle, lovergirl, full of glitterglue—pink and raw. I know you can’t help
but startle when the toast springs or flinch when someone gets
too close on the sidewalk. I know you want to fertilize your fight
or flight faster than a racing waterfall runs from the cliff
it’s connected to, the same way I always am running
from my body despite it still being attached to me. Be careful
trusting the moon to fix his lack of guilty conscience, it only turns him more
wolfish when he sees you. But remember, there are fuck-you-
flowers that bloom at every edge and crease of your skin, blue bruises
blossoming into contempt, lace that stitches itself into downy
wings to prove your angelness, ascend and dance
with the air, but you haven’t been taught
how, only been left with seam-splitter-mouths
that clip these feathers and stitch you up with rough-
sewn horns. This is no more flight.
Sierra Hixon is a senior creative writing student at Salisbury University planning to pursue an M.A. on a creative writing track with a focus in poetry. She has been published in Slipstream, the Scarab, and more.