that walking was the most difficult was
red oil was thick in the time when
my arms didn’t know if your breath was in reach,
on the back of my neck we were driving past
the place we watched our cuts get sewn
up and thrown back to us, lake side, the moon on its
back I begged him to sleep so we wouldn’t have to wake
and see the next part which is where
water runs dry and our hands bleed through
grass till they are rough touseled whiskers on smooth face
we were candied at the parts that needed to be held
watching headlights move across the field like a wishbone split down the middle
and when I said goodbye, what I meant to tell you was take me,
take me, do you know that all I want is to
not be a memory? I kept the hair you left
on my floor the color of sand and
dirt left dry, dual toned, so grab my hand
and tie me to your white flag that silver ring you love so much
Merilyn Chang is a writer and journalist based between New York and Berlin. Her poetry and fiction have been featured in InkFish, Literary Shanghai, Eunoia Review, Singapore Unbound, and more. In 2025, she was selected by Only Poems as their Poet of the Week, where a collection of her poems currently live. She studied comparative literature and creative writing at NYU and has since been working on her first novel.